well, i didn't get shit done today. i'm beginning to lose hope... there's always tomorrow. that's what i keep saying. "always tomorrow" but TODAY is TOMORROW. and i didn't get shit done! i'll have to slap myself in the face over and over again.
See, the problem is, i am not remotely interested in the shit that will get me somewhere. I feel like i am repelled from it. REPELLED is a strong word, but it describes it perfectly. that is why i can't get this shit done...!
Even if I knew how to do this shit with ease, i still wouldn't want to do it.
What am i doing...?