No More Quotes by Someone Your Senior

-XJ

don't know what to do now. it's almost like i don't care. and i feel good not caring. i deserve to not care. because i cared for so long. what difference did it make...? i'm not afraid to leave. are you...?

going to try being silent for 24 hours... this is going to be hard, specifically since i talk to myself to try to cancel out negative thoughts from others

NOTICE

I HAVE JUST OPENED UP THOUGHTS FROM A SCORPIO AGAIN.

ALL OF THE BELOW MUST BE UPDATED.

PLEASE DO NOT BE OFFENDED BY THE LANGUAGE THAT IS USED. IT IS NOT MEANT TO OFFEND ANYONE AND IS NOT DIRECTED AT ANYONE. THESE ARE THOUGHTS THAT MAY OR MAY NOT ADHERE TO REALITY, OR REALISTIC SITUATIONS.

-XJ

unfortuneatly, i have to find another place for my ideas. until that happens, NO ONE will be able to see them. sorry, NO ONE, if you are who you say you are, i have nothing to worry about.

looking looking looking, now i don't want to get up. damnit...!

i found something interesting. i typed in "Where are you" into google and Frank Sinatra's 13th album, which I have never heard of in my life popped up.

i just find it interesting that it's his 13th album for obvious reason. The title says it all: i'm not looking for you, i'm looking for "You".

you're sitting and thinking and you're not doing, John, you're NOT. DOING.

so...?

So you're gonna waste your life away.

and...? and what's wrong with that.

What is all the suffering for...?

Exactly, what is all the suffereing for...? Maybe there is no meaning to why i am here...? what if i never knew about the Master Idea what if i never knew....?

Then you would be one lost soul, you would be suffering and not knowing why...

because i wouldn't know the master idea (rhetorically)

yes, exactly.

so, who cares...? i know it now. i could live on this income for the rest of my life.

learn from the mistakes of your past lives.

right, i forgot about that.