Saturday, June 23, 2012

21 past 12 you got 7 hours left
daylight steals night as if it were theft
he rides away happy and leaves no trace behind
so all you have right
is what's left inside your mind
the rest of this poem is stuck on my crashed computer.


Friday, June 22, 2012


"Like" this if life is good.
Comment from HOBOLARRY (The Black Hobo) 
"wtf shthole yall came out of dat smells like roses. "life" sure as hell aint good, unless "life" is the name of yo momma's pussy. t.hell? fuck neighborhood yall from? gimme some of dat putang you on. holla holla holla give me a dolla! don't quit yo day job naw. god blessin. peace"
yeah, Al Gore won a nobel prize. that's what he gets for being the best candidate and not winning. Just think, we could have had a nobel laureate for president. instead we got something better. I mean, seriously, what could be better than a nobel laureate for president? lots of things, obviously
... with a bunch of snoody hippsters working behind macintoshes that only listen to semi-boring-half-baked artists and. AND. oh my gosh, people can hear me. i gotta go. *beep*
i'm stacking it
cause i'm trying
like immaculate
i'm perfect cause i learned it
while crying
from my past

aint catholic
but i mastered it
-the word.
crappy ass hits
aint having it,
ya heard?
"that nigga's on steroids. BRAIN steroids..."

hell yeh.

advice from the scientist

don't treat someone in a positive correlation to your judgement of how they look. treat someone in a positive correlation to your judgement of how they treat you. still you could be erred. so all in all, just don't jump to conclusions before you've proven your hypothesis to be correct.

-advice from the scientist

Thursday, June 21, 2012

Dr. Jekyll doesn't want to take his potion. You see, it's very potent. There's no telling what will happen after he takes it. MURDER, MONSTROSITY. The like. It's almost inevitable. He can't do his work without it, though. His, PRECIOUS...

Wednesday, June 20, 2012

one day at the park, a homeless man came up to me and started a rhetorical conversation with himself...

"i'm thinking, "WTF am I doing...!"

i'm way more talented at THIS than i am at THAT

but i try harder at THAT than i do at THIS.

what would happen if i tried at THIS the same i do at THAT....?

would i be more successful....? is it obvious? surely. i'm hungry. good day"
i'm pissed, super pissed. but good things soon this way come....
man in drunken sleep craze faces refridgerator

man: nooo, you're going to wait until i almost kill myself and then give it to me aren't you! well too bad! i already did that! so i got one on you...!

person walks into room

person: what, what are you doing... (looks around) who are you talking to?

man: nobody... NOBODY'S THERE. it's just a figment of my imagination...

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

Haitian soccer players like to play basketball.
no more work for meEE...! the place that i worked at shut down. IT CLOSED. so i guess i'll have more free time to do shtuff. ehuhehuhehuh (that was a silly laugh)

Monday, June 18, 2012

Summer nights
we stand or fall
can break or build
the best of us all

Being famous and making a difference are two different things.

Being famous and making a difference are two different things. 

Hell, if you, anybody, somebody wanted to be famous, they could do a really evil act and be known all over the US. Presuming only positive acts make a difference, that's not making a difference. 

Hell, why be famous if you're not making a difference? 

If you really want to make a difference, you have to do everything within your power, with what power has been given to you by X, to be the best of what you are meant to be. Then, if the people recognize the effort you put into your work and if your work fits in with current popular mechanics, then you have a chance to be famous.

A street sweeper who does a damn good job is not famous in any respect. How many street sweepers do we see idolized in the media, on t.v., billboards, and songs? Street sweepers aren't famous, but they make a difference. No one would hardly tell. In fact, we may not even notice at all. Maybe this is how we 'respect' most people that make a difference.

Fame is not making a difference. Although, making a difference can bring someone fame.

Try focusing on making a difference, being the best that you're meant to be. Using the talents that God gave you to make a difference in the lives of others. Fame is only temporary. It goes with the times. But the feeling you get from changing the lives of others in a positive way will last with you for the rest of your life. Trust me.

i had the whole speech last night, should of recorded it. it's supposed to be between a young person who is struggling to be known and a priest who is giving that person counsel.

Saturday, June 16, 2012

if you piss me off, i will be determined to do everything better than you, just to shove it in your face. give me ten years, then compare

Monday, June 11, 2012

i so tired. i thinks me maybe drift away in the night sky.

tonight, the wind blows, and i will go with it
this is the guide to how a talented/gifted person becomes known.

you don't put yourself out there unless you have something to show for it.

obviously, the product has to be made before the showcase.

if you are truly talented and super gifted genius anomaly, your work will eventually get noticed.

in the mean time, keep building your portfolio to one day take over your own company.

everything comes together at a point. if your life and your goals are on two seperate lines, then you aren't on point.

you may have to wait 10, 20, 30 maybe 60 years to get what you want. this does not bother you because you enjoy the ride and talent that is molded is more attractive than "quick-talent". never let anyone give you something you don't deserve for your talents. you know what is good, and what is bad.

never give up. never go back. remain constant in your diligence, and occasionally, surprise the unexpecting.

have a plan: to never stop.

don't die. eventually you will get there.
it will be done.

Friday, June 8, 2012

damnit. i have to go to work, and i'm right in the middle of programming this...

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

...but you see, if you believe it, it is true. and true is an infinite times greater than nothing at all. so there is an infinite amount of power yielding to use. it is an innate power that is ultimately greater than feigned power. note, whether what you believe to be true is true or not, is inconsequential. therefore, there can be two separate entities that have opposing beliefs, inconsequentially true or not, however the power that is yielded by both entities can be matched near equal. but who is to say that the opposing beliefs don't carry the same artifacts thereby proving their unison? both powers can be fueled by the same force, regardless of both parties' disaccord. the greatest conquerors of the human world were not great because of their talents. had they not believed that they were divinely inspired they would not have aspired to become what they were: legends, heroes, 'geniuses', or the most influential figures of their time, infamous or not...

Saturday, June 2, 2012


B: haha, look at you, you're different...!

A: rrrrrRRRRRleave me alone or i'll bite off your face!!!

B: ...

A: what? ...too soon?
it will be done...!

Person: what will...?

X: oh nothing i'm just talking to myself.

Person: more like shouting out loud...


oh, hello there. my name is X. i didn't see you staring at me from across the room.