hmm, interesting...

A Text Message

X: few people know that i shot myself and survived. no one can even tell... if it doesn't make a difference then why did i do it...

L: I've been asking myself that since the day you did John. Because I knew it wouldn't make a difference.

X: Its sad isn't it...? Someone can kill themself and it wouldn't make a god damn difference. I'm still a dick to people who think I'm a dick, still a nice person to people who think I'm nice. No magical transformation. People don't care

L: Of course they don't. I already told you that before you shot yourself.

L: It changed the people closest to you by making them more aware than they already were about your absence in their life. But other than that I still don't think it did much....

talent outperforms personality... is this bad or good...? i don't care, as long as i'm getting something done! i've waited too long...! i'm back, bietches! ahahahasdglkasjbvlwejnblwerblwerbjfl this message will self destruct in 29 seconds.

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it was illegal because it was too good to be true. anybody in a lower position, who was as less fortunate because they did not have the opportunity, the chance to stand in front of a very powerful drug, to have power in the palm of their hands and shortly thereafter in their body, this drug, must have been illegal, only because there is envy in it's possession. one person has it and everybody else wants it. but it happened. it happened, and it was never too good to be true. a genius can be created and the world's problems can be solved. and it was never too good to be true...