makes me angry to know that i could've done better, i could have reached my potential by now or been closer to it had these 'things' not gotten in my way.
it's like being in a cross country race where someone is holding you back by your arms.
"LET. GO. OF. ME....!"
i'm probably going to be reincarnated, if i die before i reach my potential
what was that saying,
"it is better to light a candle than curse the darkness"