can't work on what i want right now, so i'm gonna shift/focus my energy to do the best at work...
they need me. i need to do my best.
John: "whatever makes you feel better."
X: "when do i get to work on what i want? I just want to relax."
John: "There is no relaxing in Life. otherwise you'd be dead."
X: "sometimes i wish i were."
John: "You'll be fine. now go. you're late..."
X: "i need help, seriously..."
Jack: "with what? You're back on track with getting your CG degree. soon you'll have your own job that you'll like. this is only temporary. remember that. Pain doesn't last forever."
X: "except in hell..."