02/10/2012

the people in the shelter are hilarious. i couldn't sleep though. had a dream about God again. this is the fourth one. i was in another dimension pulling on arms that were coming out of darkness. i was paralyzed. my back was being attacked by something as in the other dreams. except this time when i called God to wake me from paralysis, a screen full of changing pictures showed up, then this sentence appeared, "God cannot help you." then i was paralyzed but my eyes were open and i could see everything in the shelter around me. it was dark, but the red exit sign was lit. then i woke up. so what is my subconscious trying to tell me...?