Saturday, January 21, 2012
what am i going to do for the rest of my life...? i don't even know. i don't know what i want to do for the rest of my life. i'm not passionate about anything. you know how you lose a passion. when it is pulled out from underneath you. then you lose hope. then you get used to no hope. and finally it's gone. this has happened several times to me. Chicago, video games, music. i used to be a lot more knowledgeable about the world. i still have cg. i've always had that. i hope that my fervor for it does not wane in the coming years, otherwise i'm sol. then i really don't know what i will do. hopefully i can get back into Gryffindor. next year or maybe during the summer. I'm tired of failing at life. it gets old.